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My Own Wilderness by nteg8tiondenyd, literature

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My Own Wilderness

I've been here before. I recognize this place. It is sobering to watch the only ray of sunlight entering this dark room. Years of traveling and investing- what have I gained? Knowledge, perhaps even wisdom, but to be honest, I could care less for either of them. I want you and I don't even know who you are. Well,… maybe. I think my problem is that I care too much in an apathetic world. It seems the solution would be to "care less" but it's so unnatural. How do you love at a distance? I don't know the answer. My advice would be to simply and quite literally not love at all- let the distance take place. Only feel the shell of their sou

Something Like Trust by nteg8tiondenyd, literature

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Something Like Trust

There are things Crawling inside our souls Hiding beneath the surface Hiding deep, inside my core These fears and insecurities These "things" That won't let go of me I'll admit it You are as close to me as I wished you to be But you are so close to me That it makes me .uncomfortable. You yield too much power And you don't even realize it I think greater of you than myself and everyone, anyone could make you .smile. Which makes me easily replaceable .that. is what scares me. I run, andrunandrun These things suffocating my soul I make it so that you don't have to "choose" I'd never ask you to choose So, I make distance be

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Resource Roundup #6 by mattdanna, journal

Resource Roundup #6

Mar 7, 2012

The Resource Roundup is a regular feature showcasing some of the best resources deviantART members share with the world! Whether you're a beginning artist or seasoned pro, deviantART's Resources Gallery is an inspirational and beneficial asset for art creation. Take a look at a few of the incredible submissions below – they might help enhance your next artistic creation! Spring is closer than you think. Let Resource Roundup help you combat Springtime allergies by creating some awesome pollen-free art! Stock Images :thumb68916845: :thumb119667746: :thumb50747672: :thumb202433103: :thumb57402668: :thumb283549040: :thumb155270372: :th

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I hope it's worth it when I'm gone. by paperheartsyndrome, literature

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I hope it's worth it when I'm gone.

I can't even pretend things are simple anymore. It's raining again, and with every crash of thunder, I miss you more than I can bear. I know it's not worth saying, because really nothing much is anymore, but it doesn't make it any less true. It's eleven ten on a Friday night, and I'm sitting in the middle of the grass, watching the downpour spill off the roof. My t-shirt is clinging to my ribcage, and my hair is sticking to my face. I can feel the water running down the ridges of my spine, the backs of my hands, clumping in my eyelashes, but still, I don't move. Sometimes, when I can't stand what the world is doing anymore, I allow myself a

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Talking With Myself by nteg8tiondenyd, visual art

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Here I am by nteg8tiondenyd, visual art

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Aug 6
United States
Deviant for 17 years
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Current Residence: here
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Favourite genre of music: rock, christian rock..and anything that sounds good
Favourite style of art: anything that shows talent
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: Toshiba Gigabeat
Wallpaper of choice: one that fits my mood
Skin of choice: pale
Favourite cartoon character: kiba, Motoko, Ed, Al
Personal Quote: It's about love and what you do for love.

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God

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BarlowGirl,Sanctus Real, TobyMAC, Seabird etc.

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Zelda

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Wii

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nteg8tiondenyd

Jan 20, 2011

What do you prefer? Coke or Pepsi?

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Coke (Coca cola)

Pepsi

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nteg8tiondenyd

Mar 8, 2009

this made my night

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me:  do you like coconuts? me : like.. the actual fruit or w.e it is khue [12:25 A.M.]:  LOL khue  [12:25 A.M.]:  that's such a funny question on it's own khue  [12:25 A.M.]:  hahaha me [12:25 A.M.]:  lolol khue [12:25 A.M.]:  me (12:23:44 AM): do you like coconuts? me [12:26 A.M.]:  i know me [12:26 A.M.]:  i was thinking that as i asked it khue [12:26 A.M.]:  hahahahaha khue [12:26 A.M.]:  omg that was hilarious lol khue [12:26 A.M.]:  but yes khue [12:26 A.M.]:  yes i do khue [12:26 A.M.]:  hahahaha khue [12:26 A.M.]:  why do you ask? me [12:27 A.M.]:  cuz, i'm slightly obsessed with them me [12:27 A.M.]:  but only on weeke

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nteg8tiondenyd

Mar 4, 2009

a series of goodbyes

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this was written as if i were saying goodbye to certain people. 1) I will rename and baptized you as "My Twin." As such, it would follow that you and I are a lot alike. However, you are not the first that I have identified as my twin. But you are the perfect one. Everyone else missed the one thing that only you have, and that's that you are here- skin and bones. Really, that's the one that really matters in times like these.  I will say goodbye in memory of all that we have shared. Thanks to you, I will never ever see jellyfish, twilight, bowling and bathroom stalls in the same light. Your hearing impairment has brought many laughs beyond an

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ersatz-moon

Apr 14, 2012

^{hey there! just wanted to say i love following your art so much over the years
you've inspired me both in writing and art

thank you so much
your spirit has inspired me to write [link]}

nteg8tiondenyd

Apr 23, 2012

Hi, I apologize for the late response.

I went to go look at the piece you mentioned. And i noticed that someone else said "i can't beleive my photos were the inspiration for this" and i looked at their profile and you left them the exact comment, word by word, as the one that you left me.

So, I don't want to appear as rude, but I do want to know. Are these comments sincere or are you just looking for followers/comments?

the-shy-seadweller

Mar 21, 2012

_{[ @your signature

but but but
im atheist ]}

nteg8tiondenyd

Apr 12, 2012

i made a mistake in my response.. I don't know if it shows up or what, but i dont' know how to delete it.. =.=

anywho, I apologize for the late response.

I respect your view. There is this concept of "absolute truth" like 2+2 always equals 4 for everyone. So, whether God exists or not is an objective truth. Either he exists for everyone or he doesn't exist at all. This is regardless of what we think. And I'm part of the people that think that God does exist. So, even if you don't believe God does exist, he still loves you. You can also argue that he doesn't exist regardless of what i think. & that's cool too. Either way, you are loved, one way or another

shirls-art

Aug 25, 2011

realy nice gallery you have

thank you very much

thx for the fav on [link]